Discover why I write: advocacy, exploration, and amplifying marginalised voices. This space is a journey of discovery, blending personal reflections, anti-capitalist critiques, and creativity—free to explore, no paywalls. Join me in questioning, learning, and connecting.
Introduction
Welcome! Whether you’ve just stumbled upon my space or have been following my journey for some time, I’m so glad you’re here. Recently, I’ve been both surprised and delighted to see my subscriber count edging closer to 500—it’s a number I never expected when I started writing and sharing my thoughts. However, I’ve also noticed something rather curious: not many people seem to read the welcome page or even take a glance at my profile (here, or on any of my socials). With that in mind, I thought it might be time to properly introduce myself and share a little about what I do here, why I do it, and what you might find as you explore this space. This is my way of inviting you to understand the heart of what drives my writing and to hopefully connect with those of you who see a little bit of yourselves in my work.
Why I Write
Writing, for me, is so much more than simply putting words to page—it’s a vital process that helps me navigate and make sense of the world. As an autistic gestalt language processor (GLP), I experience thoughts, ideas, and emotions in a way that often feels like holding countless puzzle pieces without the picture on the box. Writing allows me to sort through those pieces, piece together patterns, and find clarity amidst the chaos. It’s an exercise in discovery, a means of unearthing the connections that exist between what I know, what I’ve experienced, and what I want to understand. It’s also a way of engaging with my delayed echolalia, creating a lasting record of thoughts and insights that I can revisit and build upon over time.
This space, in particular, serves as a repository for these explorations—a place to collect my thoughts, refine my ideas, and store them in a format that I can return to whenever I need to. Writing in this way is both deeply personal and profoundly practical. I’m not simply writing for the sake of expression; I’m writing to create a resource for myself, one that allows me to see how my thinking evolves over time. There’s something immensely rewarding about looking back and seeing how one idea led to another, how patterns emerged, and how connections crystallised. It’s a process that wouldn’t be possible without the act of writing itself.
Of course, my writing doesn’t exist in a vacuum. There’s a strong advocacy element to what I do here, and that’s something I hold close to my heart. Through this space, I aim to amplify voices and ideas that are often overlooked or silenced, particularly those of autistic, queer, and trans individuals. Advocacy isn’t just about speaking up for myself or for others; it’s about carving out space for ideas that challenge dominant narratives, disrupt harmful systems, and shine a light on truths that might otherwise remain hidden. In many ways, this advocacy mirrors the process of writing itself—piecing together fragments of a larger picture and using those insights to create something meaningful.
I often return to a quote from Lon Milo DuQuette that perfectly encapsulates my approach: “I teach to learn what I know.” That phrase resonates deeply with me because it reflects the iterative, exploratory nature of what I do. Writing, like teaching, is a way of learning—not in the sense of absorbing information but in the sense of drawing out what’s already within me and seeing it in a new light. Every article I write, every thought I share, is part of that process. I write to discover what I know, to learn what I don’t, and to share the journey with those who might find resonance in my words.
Ultimately, this space is a reflection of my world as I experience it—complex, interconnected, and sometimes overwhelming, but always full of possibilities for growth and understanding. Writing is how I navigate that world, how I process it, and how I invite others to join me on the path of discovery. It’s not always a smooth or linear process, but it’s one that feels essential, both to who I am and to what I hope to offer through my work.
What I Write About
The subjects I write about here are as varied as the thoughts and experiences that shape my world. At the heart of it all is a commitment to deep exploration, taking the time to delve into ideas that matter to me and, hopefully, to those who engage with my work. Much of what I write focuses on advocacy—particularly for autistic and trans rights—and an unflinching critique of societal structures that perpetuate inequality, exclusion, and harm. These aren’t just abstract issues for me; they’re deeply personal. They connect to my lived experience as an autistic trans woman navigating a world that often feels hostile to my existence.
I also draw heavily on my perspective as a Marxist, frequently channelling the canon of Marxist literature to examine capitalism’s many failings. Whether I’m critiquing housing precarity, discussing the commodification of neurodivergence, or exploring the intersection of power and privilege, my writing often reflects the influence of thinkers like Marx, Lenin, and Mao, alongside contemporary frameworks like the Power Threat Meaning Framework (PTMF). These ideas offer a lens through which I can better understand and articulate the systems at play, whilst also imagining alternatives to the exploitative structures we inhabit today.
Another recurring theme in my writing is personal reflection. As a gestalt processor, I often revisit and reframe past experiences, threading together moments that have shaped my understanding of myself and the world. Delayed echolalia plays a role here, as I return to phrases, ideas, and memories that have stayed with me, exploring them in greater depth and weaving them into larger narratives. This process is inherently reflective but also deeply creative, allowing me to see how my own journey connects to broader issues like autism, trans rights, and systemic critique.
That said, my writing isn’t always serious or heavy. Sometimes, to illustrate the sheer absurdity of certain systems or ideas, I lean into a bit of tongue-in-cheek humour. Satire and absurdity can be powerful tools, highlighting what’s broken in a way that both entertains and provokes thought. It’s a balancing act, but one that I find both necessary and rewarding when the topic calls for it.
Recently, I’ve also begun exploring poetry, which has been an unexpected but incredibly liberating development. Strangely enough, this shift coincided with my beginning HRT—a change that seems to have unlocked something within me, allowing me to express myself in ways I hadn’t thought possible before. Poetry has become a joyful addition to my writing, a space where I can experiment with language and emotion, and I’ve found it a delightfully freeing way to process thoughts that don’t always fit neatly into prose.
In short, my writing spans the deeply personal and the profoundly systemic, from reflections on my own experiences to critiques of the world we all inhabit. It’s an evolving collection of ideas and explorations, always anchored in a desire to connect, advocate, and make sense of the complexities around me. Whether it’s a deep dive into Marxist theory, a sharp critique of societal absurdities, or a quiet poem about something deeply personal, I write to engage with the world in all its messy, multifaceted glory.
Who This Space Is For
This space is for those who value depth, nuance, and the joy of exploration. It’s not about surface-level engagement or quick soundbites; instead, it’s for people who appreciate the kind of long-form writing that dives into the complexities of life, thought, and society. If you enjoy learning out loud, challenging assumptions, and connecting with ideas that might not immediately align with your own, I think you’ll find something meaningful here. This isn’t a space for comfort zones—it’s a space for curiosity, reflection, and the willingness to examine our biases and see the world through different lenses.
What’s remarkable to me is that the people who engage with this space come from all over the globe. This isn’t tied to a single geographic location, which speaks to the universality of the themes I explore. Whether you’re reading from a bustling city, a quiet rural area, or somewhere in between, the diversity of perspectives among subscribers amazes and inspires me. Knowing that these ideas resonate across borders reinforces the belief that some things truly are shared human experiences.
Still, I know that my writing isn’t for everyone—its length alone can feel daunting, especially for those accustomed to quicker, more digestible content. That’s why I’ve created an audio version of the articles, a podcast that the virtual hosts call The Deep Dive. Each episode summarises the previous day’s article, making the core ideas accessible for those who may not have the time or energy to sit down with the full piece. Of course, as an autistic person, language can sometimes be a barrier, and recording my voice brings its own challenges. Between dysphoria at hearing myself and my desire to resist the pressure to assimilate my accent / dialect, I’ve opted to let technology help. Using Google’s NotebookLM, I generate the podcast episodes, though it often stumbles hilariously on my name. This unintended quirk has become something of a game—listeners try to predict just how wrong it will get with each episode, and it’s a small joy in an otherwise serious endeavour.
So, whether you’re here for the long reads, the podcast summaries, or simply to find a space where curiosity and connection thrive, I hope this is a place where you feel welcome. It’s not about agreeing on everything; it’s about engaging with ideas thoughtfully and seeing where the journey takes us.
Why It Matters
Why does all of this matter? For me, writing isn’t just about processing my thoughts or sharing ideas—it’s about something much larger. It’s about creating a space for advocacy, for connection, for exploration, and for disrupting the status quo in small but meaningful ways. At the heart of it all is the goal of amplifying marginalised voices—voices like my own and countless others that are too often silenced or ignored. My writing aims to speak to experiences and ideas that sit outside dominant narratives, whether it’s the realities of being autistic and trans, the injustices of capitalism, or the beauty of finding liberation through creativity. In amplifying these perspectives, I hope to challenge readers to see the world differently, to question assumptions, and to imagine what a better future might look like.
One of my ongoing goals is to introduce explicit anti-capitalist messages into the discourse, often drawing from Marxist theory and the socialist canon to critique the systems that perpetuate inequality and exploitation. Capitalism is a structure that touches every aspect of our lives, and my writing seeks to expose its impacts, particularly on marginalised communities. These ideas are not new, but they’re often excluded from mainstream conversations, and I believe it’s essential to reintroduce them—thoughtfully, critically, and unapologetically. Whether I’m linking housing precarity to corporate greed or discussing how neurodivergence is commodified under capitalism, my aim is to equip readers with ideas and resources that might inspire further thought and action.
And that’s another key part of why I write: to provide resources. Nearly every article is brimming with links to further reading, references, and related works. For me, writing isn’t just about presenting conclusions; it’s about inviting readers to explore alongside me. If something I’ve written resonates with someone or sparks their curiosity, those links are there to help them dive even deeper. This space is a living archive of my learning process, a record of the journey I’ve taken to understand myself, my world, and the systems that shape it. It’s a process I’m proud to share with others who might find value in walking a similar path.
What makes this space even more meaningful to me is the connections it fosters. When someone reads something I’ve written and says, “I see myself in this,” or, “This is something I’ve been thinking about too,” it reminds me why this work matters. Writing can feel isolating at times, but these moments of connection remind me that there are like-minded people out there, people who value depth, discovery, and change.
Importantly, all of this is done without being beholden to sponsors or outside pressures. Yes, I sometimes link to my own books when it feels relevant, but there’s no urgent sales pitch here. Everything I write is free to explore—there are no paywalls, no premium content. Paid subscriptions are always appreciated, of course, and those who contribute help keep the lights on, so to speak. But whether or not someone pays, the heart of this space remains the same: to provide a platform for ideas, advocacy, and discovery that is open to anyone who finds value in it.
Ultimately, this space matters because it represents freedom—freedom to write, to explore, to share, and to connect without compromise. It’s a small rebellion against a world that often feels too transactional, too dismissive of nuance and depth. And in that rebellion, I hope to build something that resonates, something that lasts.
Final thoughts …
Thank you for taking the time to read and explore my work. Whether you’re here to learn something new, connect with shared ideas, or simply browse through my thoughts and reflections, I’m truly glad to have you along for the journey. This space exists because of curiosity and connection, and knowing that others find meaning here is a source of constant gratitude and joy. If something you’ve read resonates with you, sparks a question, or invites a deeper conversation, please feel free to reach out or engage—I’d love to hear from you. Thank you for being here and for being part of this ongoing journey of discovery.
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