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My employment experience doesn’t get captured in simplistic statistics.

I’m now 58. I retired at 55, after Lyme disease led to a lack of energy to mask, which led to me being pushed out of my workplace at the burnout stage.

https://r.flora.ca/p/my-autism-burnout-story

“I never had regular job interviews, and was brought into organizations because someone knew my skills and way of working. An exception occurred when I was part of a merger in 2018 of an organization I had been at for 7 years. The new employer was a strict hierarchy with a strict chain of command, which saw job titles as exclusive jurisdiction. While I was focused on trying to get high-priority work done, working the way I had at the previous employer, all some people saw was me violating a social hierarchy.”

I am well aware of my privileges, and the fact that I never had what is considered a “normal” job interview until just prior to when I turned 50. I didn’t have to face a process that would have filtered me out.

There is a part of me that still wishes my life between 2018 and 2023, my time at my former workplace, had gone differently. Intrusive thoughts still surface from time to time. This is part of a “I wish I knew then what I know now”, as learning more about my being Autistic is making it easier to move past the myth of “human nature” (individualism, universalism, linear time, and other Western worldviews indoctrinated in me since birth under the Governments of Canada). Learning past these myths have allowed me to finally understand that other people do not experience the world the way I do, or share my worldviews, so translation is always required. While I wish Allistic people were willing to share the translation load, that is not the society I live in which treats DEI as corporate branding and regulatory compliance, and does not see value in diversity.

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